So...I guess I'm a blogger now...

I'm guessing not many people that I don't know will ever read this blog...and that is ok with me. As a matter of fact, I would be ok, I think, if it turned out more like a diary and pretty much no one read it (not to discourage anyone who wants to take the time, mind you). My purpose in writing this may change with time, but mostly to air frustrations, exhault in acheivements and un-tangle my tangled thoughts :)

I'm turning 24 this month, and I've been married for almost 3 years now. I've graduated, with my nursing degree, and not looking at returning to school for some time. My spouse is finishing his degree in Finance, while our economy is falling arround our ears, so how's that for irony? I'm plugging away at my hospital job. Just in case I vent about work, then I'll just keep the location of my work a secret (muahhhaaha) lol :)

SO, That's done.

I've come upon a conumdrum. I was facebook stalking my ex (who I've had no contact with on purpose for several years now) and I found that not only does he live here in town, but he's had a daughter and her middle name is Rose....how ironic is that? SO, now I've got all these questions that are about to burst out of me about how all that came about....but I separated contact for very good reasons. Guess that's what I get for snooping where I don't belong.

If anyone has any has any light to shed on the subject, please feel free. And I'll feel just as free to ignore it if I don't like it or don't agree. :)

Have a great day, and hope that the read was worth your time.

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