One more

One more

Give us one more

One more day

One more hug

One more laugh

One more time. 


Just one more

Until there are no more

For our moments

Were numbered

Before they start


At first seeming

Limitless

Fathomless

Endless

Then 

Precious

Few

Remain


Each one a priceless grain.


Until there are none

No more smiles

No more I love yous 

No more sunrises 

No more shared jokes

No more selfies

And no more is never enough. 



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